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Just some random ramblings:

A few weeks ago I had my first tea reading, so far only one prediction has come true. My friend said I would feel increasing isolation and I would be wondering where my friends were. In all actuality, I have friends that call me everyday. It is all very subjective, because I am having really bad daily bouts with depression. I feel paranoid and left out, and I know I shouldn't feel that way.

I know I am doing the best I can, but I just can't forgive myself right now.

I make my yearly psychic predictions in January. My predictions for 2008 were spot on 8 out of ten came true. Last year, I only hit two of my 10 predictions on the nose. Unfortunately, this year I haven't had much time to write it down. But, I do have witnesses that I made this prediction on December 31st... (ask Carlos, Alejandra or Frieda)

1. Earthquakes, tons of them this year. The biggest will be in March.
2. Off the West coast of Northern Africa...meteor, comet...not really sure, I just see something falling from the sky
3. Palestine and Iran may join forces in November against Israel ( November?)
4. Serious price gauging on food will have Americans very angry and protesting
5. It will be revealed that scientist have found a clear link between pitocin, dilutents in vaccines, and autism. More American women will refuse it for delivery of their babies
6. So many conspiracy theorist will be proven right this year (new photos...Kennedy assasination) and more
7. There is going to be a HUGE change in the way we travel and transport goods. It is almost as if progress is actually going backwards. Railways become more important.
8. I keep seeing that insomnia will become epidemic, its as if the headlines are saying "nobody's sleeping" but it actually has to do with sound waves, or sonar experiments. People become confused, emotional, out of sorts.
9. Great strides for the cure in breast cancer. Female pre-natal babies treated in the womb
10. With the decline of the dollar, politicians will push for there to be a "dual" currency system in the US. A "North American" currency to be used in Canada U.S. and Mexico

Here are bonus predictions: Airline travel is going to get more and more restrictive, travel to Alaska and Hawaii more difficult. The Government will lie to the American people and say there are more terror plots and they want Americans to be more centralized in largely populated areas...I have no idea why

I don't see Castro living out the year

There are always assassination attempts on Presidents and Prime Ministers. This year will be full of them.

I am about to be an Aunt for the fifth time...YAY!! Little Piper should be here any day now. Yay!!!! ANd my aunt, who was a death's door over the holidays is on the mend. I wasn't ready to have her out of my life. The world still needs her artistic free spirit.

I had a dream about faire....I have to preface this by saying , I dream about it, often. I hope this was just a "reaction dream" and not a prediction. This dream really was dreamt by me and not listed here to "make a statement." Although I do think it might be a reflection of how I feel. I also dream about a haunted house a lot, but I digress..

The dream was sad. I was wearing an all red peasant costume. My friend Molly, who performed at faire years ago took my hand and lead me to the main stage. It seemed as if we were back in Agoura at the main stage, but it was shaped like an ampitheater. There were thousands of old performers there, all dressed in costume. I recognized all of them. And all of the performers dead or alive were there too. The Morris Dancers followed me in and walked down the center aisle with a coffin on their shoulders. They set it down on the stage and danced around it. Everyone started singing and dancing. Molly turned to me and said, "Well, this is it! The death of faire. It was magic while it lasted." People were emotional and teary eyed because we all knew it was the last day. A few actors I remember from long ago, came up to me and handed me a wooden whistle to put around my neck. One of them told me he loved me and then I blew the whistle strangely enough it sounded like a train whistle.

There is a lot of drama on facebook and tribe and the like. Sad days. I am sad that there are a lot of people in pain right now.

I've noticed a lot of "Slacktivism" as well. It kind of irritates me . People make a lot of post if you believe in this post this to your blog. That is all very fine and well, however I think people should follow that up with a donation, no matter how small, or giving blood, or being tested to see if you can donate bone marrow, or donating your time, or sending a card to a soldier, or calling your elected representatives, or helping out an elderly neighbor, or doing something, anything to make a difference.

The good and strange thing about depression is that is really gets my creative juices flowing. I think this is going to be a great Commedia show this year. As much as I kicked myself and tell myself that I am a failure, I have to also remind myself that have very often, in my life, I have created things out of nothing and that my imagination and creative drive have always been my greatest feature.

I am determined to lose weight this year. As much as I can. I am tired of being "the fat girl" I've decided this is the year of glamour. That reminds me...I need new makeup.

I have no idea what magic spell is on my husband. I'll never know what he sees in me, but, he puts up with all my ups and downs and I can't express how much I love him.

There you go...Roxanne has just been thrown all over you...Don't worry it comes out with Oxycleen


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Jan. 15th, 2010 05:50 am (UTC)

Hugs and Love and I'm always with you.
Jan. 15th, 2010 06:07 am (UTC)
You made me cry... for all the right reason's.
You are magical, Roxanne, and while I know how hard it can be to see that in yourself (trust me, I know), you truly bring awe to those around you. Speaking as one, I should know...

"I am determined to lose weight this year. As much as I can. I am tired of being "the fat girl"."
You & me, both... It is time, and what better time than now?
I support you, and I thank you.
Jan. 15th, 2010 07:04 am (UTC)
um... to respond in a tiny bit at least, i've been doing surprisingly well with weight watchers. silly, yes, but i live for those stickers now.


Jan. 15th, 2010 10:13 pm (UTC)
About ten years ago, you made a prediction about me by reading my palm. You were perplexed by a certain line. i think I now know what it means and I hope to tell you that you are right some day soon.
Jumping on that weight watcher train. I am fighting to lose weight. WW does make it fun and I am currently doing a blog incorporating their recipes and flavoring them up a bit.
i don't think faire is dying but changing into something that isn't what faire was to you and others that have made it a life long passion. Maybe it is symbolic for one idea dying and maybe rebirth will be your next dream. Your husband is amazing...and you help him be that amazing man. behind every good man is an amazing woman and behind every good woman is an amazing man.I know this doesn't hold true for everyone, but I like the way it sounds.
May God continue to shine his blessings on you and your family. You are a gift unto yourself and others.
I get to be at faire this year...for at least 3 weekends. I know you are always super duper busy and your wonderful group has loads of commitments. I hope that we can find 30 minutes to hang out together. i miss your calm demeanor and warm smile...your words of wisdom are wonderful as well.
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